yay finally the end of another boring week. okay so maybe i wont say this week was exactly boring persay but its still school, u noe? and school's always boring. another two periods to survive thru and its done. we're gonna go watch movie after school, cloverfield i think, hope it'll be good. haha im craving some good food actually wonder what we'll eat. okay anywae, desiree's bathing now( coz its after pe) so i tot of coming here to blog. i was actually supposed to read, fall of the house of usher, but lit is kinda like the last thing on my mind right now. why cant all our books be as fun as pride and prejudice? one: there's a movie on it. two: its written in normal english. three: its written in our normal world context. four: i understand it! oh man. why? sigh life sucks. and p and p tuts are good too. first lesson, we watched a video clip on the movie. 2nd lesson we read chapter one and found out the themes of the book. third lesson, we read chapter three and wrote a diary entry. haha its a nice book go read it. haha and along comes tempest. yes, i failed the test. oh man. why did shakespeare be so extra and write a whole play that sounds like poetry?

okay, i shall stop asking qtns that everyone knows the answer to.

tuesday was zhaoshan's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHAOSHAN!=)
and it went pretty well i think. haha but now it feels so weird to not be constantly planning anything. who's birthday shall i plan for now? haha.

time to read fall of the house of usher. buhbye.

hi

so school's here again. and its been only three days but somehow im dead tired. slept twelve hours last night. but im still tired. and my god, got so much work to do over the weekedn. and ms ng wants to give us an organic chem quiz on monday and oh no i havent studied for it yet. sigh. life as a j2 sucks already. of course the going out part has been carefully omitted.

right. im so happy that ms ng's my form teacher! haha and my class at ten pple seems to be the right size or sth but i dunno, suddenly im laughing so much in class. everyday we're all laughing haha i dun rmb laughing this much in one day, last year. so yah, that part's quite fun. haha.

oh im wearing specs! haha again. this time it's white not that hideous crap i wore in primary school haha tho i still look hideous, its not half as bad. i just look super nerdy now. but oh well, its all part of my plan to turn INTO a new leaf. tree, rather. hopefully the specs give me some MOTIVATION or sth haha. i need it.

okay so i need to lose weight! im on this major weight reduction programme haha ive actually been drinking juice during recess. yes, juice. haha im sure desiree's proud of me. im the one who needs to lose weight that girl's slightly blind.

haha i must say my soya bean rice balls will still remain my hot favourite and plus plus! its healthy yay. haha sometimes life's not all that bad. haha. oh and granola bars too. yay some things i like that im actually permitted to eat. haha ill have to throw all my prawn rolls out tho. its like temptation island! haha.

anywae, i was hit by the emo spell this afternoon, lucky i was at home by myself and din emo-fy other pple haha.

is it wrong for your whole world to suddenly turn into just one person? and u feel that everyone else is somehow changing and maybe moving on or surrounded by so many pple but somehow u just dun feel left out coz u feel your world is perfect already? oh well, i guess happiness is all that's impt at the end of the day. and different pple get happiness in different forms. and things that are right and things that are wrong are perceived differently. that's all fine, really. im just glad im not trying to be someone im not. coz i think that's cheating yourself and the happiness that comes that way, is shortlived coz its not real. and sometimes being boring and doing simple stuff like eating rice balls in the park with your favourite person in the world is what brings real happiness that doesnt come by often.

so why are so many people in the world still trying to be someone else? why is everyone society controlled and no one listens to their hearts or their heads anymore?

coz the best part is, they dun noe it coz they dun even noe who they are anymore.

don't try to deny it, if ure defending yourself, you're guilty of it too.

sigh.

hey! i havent blogged in a million years but its coz my com was down and it just got fixed today! yay so exciting! oh no that means ive just lost my excuse for not being able to elearn! oh man=(

anywae, merry christmas!!! oh and i had an awesome time at christmas at my uncle's place wow and im too lazy to type the whole thing out. haha but seriously, i laughed so much! like so much. and we all watched videos from when we were so much younger omg we all looked so differnt. in a bad way! haha jeevi and i coulnt believe we looked so nerdy haha. sandhya's eyes shakti's hair jeevi's teeth haha and my maggi noodle hair which reminds why i rebonded it. oh man those were the days. haha=D

okay so last week was great too! last sunday i went to meet kalyani! she's my one and only best friend from kindergarten till now! that's thirteen years! long ah? as in time. and she migrated to australia in p4 and we were both devastated! but thanks to emails(i love u, email) ya, so we've been writing essays to each other and she finally came to singapore to see me! ahhaa she only stopped over for two days and i spent an entire day with her! i was so happy and so sad to leave at the end of it all! oh man. oh, and she was craving bubble tea! haha so a brought her to drink haha. and bubble tea is kinda like my must have drink now haha its a need, not a want. like a handphone. and computer. and ice cream. ya, u got the idea. oh wait, i forgot subway cookies. haha yup! and we did a pedicure together and got matching nail polish! oh man i really really miss her and now ive to wait another seven to ten years before she comes back to visit. no, once i start earning, im taking a trip there myself. the mother's not stopping me. haha

okay some pics we took.








then on monday, zhaoshan and i went to the zoo!! oh man, it was so fun i must say! i appreciated the zoo in a way ive never had before. haha when i dremt that i went to the zoo and told him abt it, i din think it'll actually happen. butanywae, it was awesone!=D like really. it rained halfway too and so we sat at the polar bear enclosure for awhile it was fun. so okay, pics of animals i took.







that's the elephant after it splashed water at the audience



some random coloured bird.


kangaroo!!


emu!



that's the best shot ever! its the cheetah!


zebra...



the mandrill..


pingu pingu pingu!!! hahaha

okay ive gotta go elearn now. and make lunch and stuff. haha so i guess ill stop here. buhbye!
btw, i dun wanna go back next week. its giving me the jitters. ive never been this scared to face a year, in my life! oh man.
i need u, god.

random joke.
a wife woke up one morning and told her husband, "i dreamt you bought me a diamond ring, i wonder what that means". so the husband replied, " u'll noe tonight, dear". so of course the wife got super excited and she was anticipating the night. that night, the husband gave her a bag. excitedly, she opened it and took out a book entitled "the meaning of dreams"!!!

im at my cousin's house now. i came here on saturday night and ive been staying over ever since. ive to say im quite bored. okay wait, im extrememly completely bored. haha. okay so maybe its not THAT bad but its still BAD and im leaving today and i, of course, cant wait to get home. and have a two hour long bath or sth, maybe LONGER then sleep on my SOFT bed where i actually have SPACE to turn in peace and sleep whichever way i like. yes, that sounds more like it.

but my sister has to make life more difficult for me, naturally! and only wants us to leave at like 5 in th evening. KILL ME im gonna be so bored till then.

so hi!

on friday we went to go send jon off (okay not reaaly, but we were there) and we watched hitman! the show was, um, nice i think. (the truth: i din really understand wad was happening but for a movie i din get, it was nice! hee) yup oh and we had taco bell! YAY everybody loves taco bell they should have more taco bells in singapore! and more subways too! i noe, a taco bell and a sybway should move to eastpoint or bedok! yay that would make my life so much more meaningful oh man. (i hope someone up there is listening to all this!)

oh wait, i just got this brilliant idea, i could learn how to make the subway cookies! then i can make them myself and i wont be craving for subway all the time! yay smart! but wad am i gonna do abt the tacos?? okay wait, plan As better. i hope the eastpoint management is doing sth abt this terrible issue.

im not talking abt saturday altho it was kinda a brilliant day as well.

im going out 2mr too yay cant wait.

oh anyway, i went to watch aaja nachle that day. wah, i must say madhuri dixit looks super good and dances damn well for a 42 year old woman! she's just wah, super STUNNING! and her acting's brilliant and im falling in love with kunal kapoor he's so goodloooking! why cant all the men in the world have such good looks? it would make our lives so much simpler. oh wait, its the inside that counts. RIGHT.

but i mean, everyone wuld want the pride of saying that my boyfriend/girfriend is goodlooking right. its like even tho u think that person would be the most beautiful inside, u would still want the person u love be to beautiful on the outside to some extent. it doesnt have to be impt but its definitely still a criteria and there's no denying that. at all. but i think that the beauty of love is that. i mean, that's why beauty is in the eye of the beholder. the person u love will more likely be goodlooking to your eyes. and that's wad matters. the rest of the world doesnt have to think so. so u noe that uve fallen in love with someone beautiful both on the inside and outside. that's wad love is all abt. accepting each other's flaws and learning to see the beauty within.

okay, why's this getting philosophical?

ANYWAY
oh but i heard the movie's banned in some places coz the song has lyrics that refer to pple's caste and it apparently is bad. i dun see anything wrong with it tho. i think they should just let a movie be wad it is and not dissect so much into it and even criticise the lyrics. oh please. its entertainment.

oh have any of u watched the youtube video, WE LIVE IN SINGAPURA? its very nice go watch it. its by hossan leong and i think its uper funny! go watch k??

okay i can smell lunch from up here. let me go see if i can help my aunt cook or so sth before i DIE of boredom.

and ill KILL my sister if she says she wants to stay another day. im going OUT tmr!!!!

=)bye!

hellohello

sorry i haven been a good girl, haha ive hardly blogged but im a busy woman okat!! haha okay okay not quite but i feel like a prisoner at times my mom's so strict! haha im spending most of my days sitting at home reading books ( which turns out, may not be such a bad thing after all!!) haha

so yah, here are the few of the days that i actually had loads of fun in the past week=)

i went out iwth my sister, we went to watch the gameplan! haha i love that movie i think the rock is so cute! haha. ya so we had some quality sister bonding time and im glad she had fun coz she hardly goes out with her friends. haha. so anywae we went to get a manicure done, both of us! haha she had a normal one coz her nails were too short and i did a french manicure! haha it was so cool and i like the way that lady massaged my hand haha!

okay pics=)




my nails=)


me and my sis's nails together


that's mine


my sister's thumbs! the nail art they did was so cool it looks even nicer in real life haha!


haha okay,
so then anotehr day, me zhaoshan, jon and alex went to wisma that area to do CIP for the simei care centre! haha i cant say it was a perfect day but i definitely enjoyed myself despite the fact that it was so super damn tiring! haha jon and i practically walked so much begging for donations haha! and we were trying to persuade a whole load of pple to buy the cards, which were really pretty btw! haha. yah, so it was quite fun in a tiring sort of way haha and i think the lights at orchard are very nice! haha they look like cute snowflake thingies haha so pretty! haha so yah, and after we packed up and jon and alex kinda disappeared, we went to citylink to eat thai express haha! ive kinda been craving thaiexpress im glad we went haha yay i like! now i want thai rice i love thai rice! haha

okay, some moe pics!



the pretty lights!


our booth! haha uh oh got gulps in the background haha okay we're guilty but we were thirsty okay!


that's jon and alex!


zhaoshan and me!



haha and yesterday we went out with arvina. we went to meet her at sengkang then went to plaza sing ( which i realised is quite boring!) oh yah so we ate at secret recipe! haha i like the food there! haha and i had tom yam noodiles yummy! hahaha they're so good oh and the strawberry cheesecake hah yay! oh then we went gelare to eat waffle and then it was a long mrt ride back home. haha home=( haha i think it was a really nice day yesterday and one ill rmb for a long time. i mean, i had this feeling in me that i cant really explain but it was good! haha like i din want the day to end and suddenly the day seemed to have passed so fast. too fast for my liking.=) haha ANYWAE, yup so it was nice to see arvina after along time haha yay i missed u girl! haha okay, pictures!

hellohello!!
im having post deep day happines!!! hahaha. anywae,

im so happie PW is finally over! like OVER! HAHA YAY!! totally yay! if oni i could do the cartwheel, ill do it. okay, um.... so, yah wednesday was kinda hectic in the morning coz of a certain moron but its okay all's well now! haha




my dear PW group!!=)


ridwan and me!!=)



okayy so after the file was all done and my blood pressure was kinda back to normal, zhaoshan and i went to tampines mall, then century square. haha dunno where also, we were just walking ard. and it was nice to walk around=) haha. but we din really end up eating there, so we took a bus down to changi hospital to eat qiji!!!haha the nasi lemak oh man! i wanna eat again! hha. oh and i wanna try the tauhugoreng! oh man. so yah, i seem to like long bus rides now. haha. umm. yah we took another bus down to bedok coz i had to buy stuff coz deepavali was like the next day! then i went home kinda early to cut veges and help my grandma cook and clean for the next day!!


omg his finger's so fat!! haha peace=)



haha yesterday i met maria and sixuan after so long! yay it was fin to meet them! haha we went to marini square ate at secret recipie i had this kebab thing which was super damn nice lah! hahaha. okay, so maybe im giving too much emphasis to the food. haha. yah then we talk talk and walk walk, like wad we always used to do. and did some window shoppping and tried on some clothes and stuff like that. oh, and si xuan fell in love with a cow stuff toy and haha she bought it in the end! haha i realised i like cows too they're so cute! esp the ones in that store lah! hahah. yup then i had to like, leave early, so maria and sixuan went to watch movie after i left. haha and we took some random pictures.=)



























and thursday was so much of fun! haha deepavali always rocks in my house! woke up early to cook. then changed and stuff! we had breakfast together then were watching lame movies on tv. realy lame i tell u, this year they put such crap movies up. yup then i was playing with my little cousin for a while he's super cute pls. and he refuses to stay still for more than a min! haha. but he was so fun! haha and making him smile was a task of its own, but when he finally smiled, wah SO CUTE!! haha all the hard work was WORTH IT!=)

then after lunch we played pictionary and i realised i cant draw but my cousin, shakti always manages to figure out the crap im drawing so i should team up with him more often! haha. but yah, our team won yay!! my two cousins, uncle and i beat my two aunts, sister and uncle haha yay!

then sandhya shakti and i went my cousin's place. we watched pokkirri there while eating muffins. haha my aunt's muffins were so good lah! haha i was like happily eating away wonder how much weight i put on just be eating muffins.!! haha. then we all got dressed and went to tampines mall to watch the new shah rukh khan movie that released on deepavali, om shanti om. and it was such a ncie movie! i like it! and shah rukh looked so hot with his 6 packs and all! oh man!!!=D haha it was quite fun, like my whole family going to gther to watch movie we've never done that before! haha. it was a happy ending to the day!

random pics i snapped that day.


jeevi, shakti and me


mary maami and me


mary maami and me again!


my super cute cousin, madhav!!!


jeevi and me!


aww=)


i think shakti needs some smiling lessons=)


and today im going preethi's house cant wait! and ill take more pics yay! we're all gonna be dressed up! haha okay my grandma's scareming! buhbye=)